Ineffable Ontological Detanglement > Gender & Sexuality

Sexuality is a spectrum of attraction and there is no need to create the horrible "I might be gay" fears the second you find yourself attracted to somebody of the same gender. It confused me too when I was a child, I'm really hot for Cloud Strife but I know I'm hotter for women, so... Like... I have to do gay now, I guess? Well, I don't really like that I don't think it would be great for my image, but, hm... Okay, I can create an image with gay Rob, fine... Even though I do actually like women better but okay.

I knew there was nothing wrong with it, but I also knew what society was telling me to feel and how they're about to look at me, and it did make me feel it. A little, I got over it pretty quickly after coming to terms with my new homosexuality. Even if it turns out you like the same gender a little more, that doesn't mean you need to give up on your attraction of the other gender, you don't need to pick a side. If you're on a side you're on a side, if you're not you're not. Also you can be on a side and still be just vaguely titillated by the other side, which as an adult is where I reside.

So the lynch the fags people fighting your war with such frantic passion like you're paying attention to two fronts, the external and the internal, likely don't need to worry about it. You're likely in a similar position of sexuality as myself, you can more or less still basically call yourself straight. I'd add an "ish" but you don't really need to add an "ish" if you don't want to.